Last night I had a dream where BBC Match of the Day was moving to Skysports. This was terrible news for people who would come home or be home on the weekend and watch something entertaining without paying a higher price for a sports package. Twitter was one tool where a lot of people made the news trend and express their anger.
Sometime ago I had a dream about playing some addictive game that involved building some offices or something and etc. You know one of them addictive games where you build floor by floor with things being unlocked on the way. Well I had woken up that time and said to myself “I’ll never be playing a game like that” and thought that it was just a dream. Now I played that game yesterday and I remembered at some point when there was a certain challenge that I had a dream about playing. Now that dream did not contain random game playing but actually faced challenges while in the dream.
Yesterday when playing the game the same things were happening to me that happened in the dream. I don’t know how to explain it but everything was exactly the same. I had never heard of this game when I had that dream or knew where to play it at. I don’t know how these things happen and I don’t know if this is a gift I have. A gift, I dream of stuff and then it plays out exactly the same. I have noticed that every time it happened in my life I have become paralysed and had flashbacks to the dream. It’s a gift where I cannot change anything but just see it play through exactly the same and be shocked by it every time.
I be thinking this is the same and all the other stuff when I realise it’s from a dream I had. I wish I could remember those dreams too but sometimes I do remember them but forget them because I think its never going to happen but some stuff does happen. I never know when it will happen and it only occurs to me when it’s playing out and by then it is too late to change whatever is happening. When the scenario actually plays out I remember the dream first because I think OMG this has happened before and if it’s someone talking then I remember it from the dream word for word while that person is speaking.
It’s weird and I don’t know if this happens to other people but it freaks me out every time. Why can’t I use it to my advantage and actually know some lottery numbers or something that can do ‘good’ in my life. Maybe actually I have had a dream about something like that but the problem is not all dreams can play out in reality because some would not be possible. But some can be and I just wish I knew when it was about to happen and I wish I could do something while it played out but I just be shocked and paralysed thinking about it when it occurs. It’s been happening for years and I would want to know if this has happened to anyone else!
Well actually I don’t remember anything from last night or any dream I may have had. I assume it was a good one because I felt happy when I woke up.
Sorry there isn’t much to write in this post.
I’m going to keep posting everyday about my dreams and make a collection. Reading them will help me better understand what my dreams usually consist of.
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I had a strange dream last night and now I wonder if it were showing me what is going to happen in the near future or just a message from my subconscious. I have not put a single thought into marriage and the person I will be in the future. I do know who I want to be with and who my parents will be happy with when it comes to being cultural and traditional. I don’t understand why my dream has identified to me that I should express my feelings for that person. When it comes to socialising I have never been shy once I turned 18 years old, love is one feeling I’ve been able to express before but in this case I am feeling very shy to tell her how I feel. On some level she knows I do but I can’t say it because I feel she is shy and giggling inside whenever I talk about anything.
Now to write down what my strange dream was. Last night in my dream from all the people in the World I remember my mum saying to me “Why don’t you tell her how much you love her”. Now after thinking about it you may just interpret that as a message or advice but when you think about it in-depth you realise that it was my mum who gave that message because of my bond with my mum. I love my parents but I have a special bond with my mum which my other siblings don’t because I care about her on a different level. When she is ill I am more concerned and try to buy her food that is suitable for her because of her diabetes and even when it comes to buying certain things like face cream and other normal stuff I give her advice and buy it for her.
My siblings are not that concerned at times because they realise they have a bigger brother who they can rely on to take on the responsibility while they focus on themselves and less on parents. However I believe they should do as much as I do so that they can build a loving relationship and make their parents feel they are thought of once in a while.
Back to the dream, love is something I would like to express and be receiving from the other person who I have a relationship with. I assume the dream is giving me a sign to express my feelings for that girl and build a relationship before getting married to her in the near future. Problem with that is that I don’t want my parents or hers all around us when I express my feelings for her, parents have that big smile on their faces when they see their son/daughter express their love for someone except them and someone who they approve of.
