Not Worried


I am currently at an age where I do want certain things in life but from past experience I have learnt you don’t always get what you want. Currently I am diving into a project that I hope works out for me.

I am not too worried and just going to enjoy life however it comes. Prepared for any challenges in the future because all my life I’ve had to jump across difficult hurdles. Those horrible and upsetting challenges have made me into the strong person I am today. Proud of it.

Just really not going to force something that maybe isn’t meant to be for me. Certainly I’m one who won’t give up and just gets up again and again. Going through a phase where I think I’m going to just let fate decide. Certain aspects like marriage and how successful I am is something I believe has already been written before I was born. All I can do is try my best.

Don’t think many people can understand me. As a Piscean I’m a very creative person and don’t prefer to be pushed to do something. I just prefer to be in my own world I guess (Pisces Flaw) and I see life and enjoy it very differently. If you are not a Piscean then you won’t understand this.

Yes I have some bad luck with getting people to understand me as all Pisceans do but they don’t realise I will always be direct and honest. May sound harsh at times when I do but I never intend to hurt someone, usually it be’s in a good way but gets perceived in a negative manner.

Anyways that’s my post for today. Just remember to always be yourself and not sell your soul to be a success or be liked.

The Walking Dead: Merle Turns Into A Walker


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There is only one more episode to go before Season 3 of The Walking Dead comes to an end. I am sure we have all come to hate and love Merle Dixon in the series. I remember him in the first season where I am certain the audience did not like who he was, American guy who was just racist and thought of himself superior to everyone else.

Well Season 3 has been kind of funny but we have seen that he cares a lot about his brother and it effects Merle how Daryl perceives him. In the episode that aired on the 24th-25th we see that Merle does have emotions and cares what others think of him, he states to his brother that the whole group see him as some sort of devil because he is someone in the World who has to do the dirty work that others won’t.

That is the last scene between the brothers where they are both emotional and trying to patch up. After Daryl says he just wants his brother back and walks out the room we see Merle pack a bag with a rifle and a telephone. There is a lot that happens afterwards with Merle in the centre of it but I won’t go into detail, watch it yourself it’s a good episode of The Walking Dead.

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I loved Merle in this episode sitting in the car outside some booze store drinking away with the music on which suited his bad ass attitude. Was just amazing. The car is surrounded by ‘walkers’ while he is drinking and you can see he doesn’t care and isn’t worried. You can see he has a final stage of redemption planned. I loved the idea of him turning up the music and slowly driving and stopping to make sure the ‘walkers’ kept up with the car. Merle then leads the pack of ‘walkers’ to the Governor’s town and jumps out the car to hide in a building. Merle picks off men one by one without the Governor’s people knowing they are being shot at, they all just assume it’s the ‘walkers’ that came close bit them. Merle has a clear shot at the Governor but a ‘walker’ approaches Merle just after he shoots one of the Governor’s man who was blocking the shot. I wish he had caused total destruction and killed the Governor.

Merle is exposed into the open when he kills the ‘walker’ and falls out of the building door. I felt really sad when I saw the Governor beat up Merle and shoot him. The screen when black after it and Rick and the prison were the next segment. What was heartbreaking was Daryl seeing his brother turned into a ‘walker’ when he died from the shot.

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Daryl sees Merle eating some dead bodies meat and you see Daryl burst out in tears. There is something different to the other ‘walkers’ before, Merle’s eyes are shown in a realistic way and seeing his whole face makes you feel a lot of emotions because you see what he has turned into.

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I think he had good in him and he proved it with what he did in this episode because he was trying to be the good guy for once and take out the threat. Daryl pushes Merle away many times while crying but finally in anger of what his brother has become he stabs him many times in the face and it becomes disfigured. I don’t think anyone would wish that on their worst enemy.

Now I know it’s just a show but it makes you think like no other show ever has on TV that “What would you do in them circumstances”. What I mean is what would you do if the world had become like The Walking Dead and it was hard to trust survivors because they want to survive and could kill the people you are protecting or steal your supplies. There are many emotional effects you would have to suffer when deciding who to save and basically where to stay and survive. Making these choices is the worst thing ever when I thought about it. Some of us are good people but in events even we could be forced to not care about others except the people we trying to protect, might ignore others and let them die for instance.

I like how even in a World like that there are a group of people who are good people. Rick Grimes and his group of people believe in good.

I realised what someone would go through and what Rick Grimes goes through in The Walking Dead when I played the 5 episodes of The Walking Dead game from Telltale Games. Decision you make in that game directly affect your feelings because you see the aftermath.

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Just think though what you would do to survive!

SimCity Beta


I got the key for SimCity Beta at midnight on Friday. I played the game for hours at night and it was amazing. There is much that I could say but it would be exactly the same as all the reviews that you may have read from other reviewers. What I simply want to say is that this game is visually amazing and the one hour to play is not enough. I was making so much profit on my 3rd attempt that I was spending money without any second thoughts. I had built two fire stations and actually added all the modules to many of the buildings.

My residential zones were becoming tall and beautiful while the traffic problems grew as time went on. Because it was a Beta I could not upgrade the roads and because of that the city services could not reach their destinations. The public buses were not able to handle the traffic or population growth and in time there were a lot of unhappy people. The game will be amazing when there are no restrictions and you are free to plan and take time to handle the issues.

I have been a longtime SimCity gamer since SimCity 2000. For many it will be hard to adjust or difficult to play if they’ve never played a game like this. I just knew from the start what to do and how to play it as if it’s natural instinct. My brain was working on so many levels and I can truly say that this keeps you thinking and making you an effective and efficient person towards problem solving.

Now I know why I am very good at problem solving and chose marketing as a career after years of education in it. It involves analysing problems and coming up with solutions when it involves the market world (example for market could be mobiles, hair products & etc). This also involves people and how certain actions can change their perception of a brand or promotion. SimCity is similar with changing people’s behaviour through analysing it just like companies do regarding consumer behaviour.

I hope this makes sense. If you have children you should buy this for them as it will help them become better at solving problems in the real world even if it does not involve placing a power plant.
Would you not rather want them to develop and have fun playing this game over any other games. They have their advantages but this is more user friendly and just has those elements that are safe for any age group. Even people who are old would find this game helpful because it would keep their brain active with new problems and solutions occurring in live simulation.

March 8 in UK can not come fast enough for people who understand the advantages despite the changes that have been made from previous titles. Change needs to be embraced in life and it is what has kept us alive and helped us to survive problems in difficult events.

Thanks for reading,
From Naveed.

New Years Resolution 2013


After giving it a lot of thought I have decided that in 2013 I will not open up to just any girl or even be nice like I usually have been. The reason why I have decided to do this is because being nice or opening up to anyone has made me feel worse. Many of the girls in Newcastle are either selfish or just don’t want to know you and let’s be honest being brown, Pakistani and a Muslim don’t help among white people. Yes they may love the colour brown, get a tan and eat our lovely food which they have no clue how to cook but inside they don’t like us.

One of the reasons which many Asians/Muslims would agree upon is that they don’t take any time out of their lives to try and understand our culture or traditions. Majority of white people assume we do what they do which isn’t true. On Twitter a few weeks back I asked some British (Caucasian) people if they knew what Eid was and it wasn’t a surprise for me to find out they didn’t. They only know about their calendar events and haven’t bothered to learn from any of their friends what their culture is. It is very frustrating and annoying that we spend time trying to find out about their culture and traditions with an open mind while they have a narrow mind and assume what the media tells them.

Let me get back to what I was saying at the beginning. I have always respected girls/women but that clearly isn’t a good thing because many seem to only enjoy the company of men who don’t respect them or have no consideration for their feelings. Basically a caveman is what they are after who can be an alpha male and have many women on the side.

Personally I don’t think girls deserve my attention anymore, especially those who I’ve invested my time in for long periods in Newcastle and seen no return out of. By return I mean a “let’s meet for..dinner/shopping/coffee etc”.

In 2013 I plan to not get emotionally involved with anyone and just keep it to a simple conversation whether it’s in person or on a social network. I feel hurt and don’t think I can trust people anytime soon. Someone would have to really care about me and be there for me if they want me to open up to them or even invest my time in them.

Enjoy New Year!
Naveed